Excited

So guess what.  It's already April 27.  That means it's almost May. Which means that school is just about over.  I am shocked with how fast this year has went by.  It's seriously mindboggling.  Some moments i would like to relive...Others not so much.  I am so thankful for the people i have met this year.  Without them I don't think i would be the person I am today.  I feel like everyone around you contributes a little to who you are.  In some way or another.  Some for the better and some for the worse.  Anyways, i am sad to leave the past but excited for the future.

Music

Every morning i wake up with music.  And i feeel like i take it for granted.  Music heals. It really does because music itself is feelings.  Its the solution and forgiveness.  It makes everything feel good again when everything else is wrong.  I don't know just sometimes when i think about how truly important it is to me I realize that i am not able to live without it.  Music helps you to appreciate the world.

Moments

Moments.  Always stored in your head.  No matter what happens those few milla seconds are stored away in your memory and you can remember them no matter what.  Why can i remember brief seconds of my childhood or certain looks people give me on a random day.  It's funny because sometimes as hard as you try to forget... there always there.  No way of getting rid of them.  And then your only choice.. Is living with them.

Time

I realize that every exciting thing seems to take forever to happen and it's over before you know it.  But the not so interesting things come so fast and then take forever to end.  I wonder why that happens.  I honestly can not believe it's almost summer.  I really don't know what happened to this year and it kind of disappoints me because i realize that i will be graduating before i know it if these years continue to go by this fast.  I will truly miss this school year and it makes me sad to think about it ending.  Another year, new disapointments, new excitements, and new goals to be made.  Life just keeps moving on-- with or without you.  That statement has really be showing itself to me lately.

Cool

This week has been bad.

Very bad.

I really wish things would start to go my way.

If not, then well....

Let's just hope that it does.